argh..... now everythings to mie is not important le kae kae kae !!!!!!! i hate myself darm lots darm much... f**k off ... argh.... i am breaking down soon realli i realli dun wish to think much le... juz hack care about mie juz piss off wif mie kae i am juz a walking corspe nth more le ... i feel tt i am living in a workd of moi own realli .. i dun noe why how and what is happening to mie juz so much thnigs have happen till i realli felt so restless now i feel lk i am bursting to tears le ... i hate it i juz hate it darm darm lots argh... wat is the use of crying nth will be solve ! ppl say crying win ... but to mie i dun think so kae .. when i cry i felt myself so useless.. juz dun lk the feelin ... but why am i crying too why i juz dun get it ! have anyone realli put mie in their shoes , understand how i feel rite now ... i realli dun wish to tok much le juz today i realli feel lk crying .. but yet i force myself not to force myself to be happi and it is realli veri terrible ! i dun wanna side anyone of yoo cause i treat u both as moi friends .. when i heard wat zihui said about yoo .. i felt so useless tt i cant do anithing to help yoo i dun wanna say anythnig wrong and lose zihui this friend .. when i am wif yoo i also heard wat u said about her .. i cant do anithing wat i did is juz to remain seilent tts all.. i felt so helpless and useless realli .. when u both were walking up the stairs i realli dun noe who to walk wif i hate making htis kind of decision ... both are moi friends but why cant.... haiss juz forget it .. since we are friends , we should forgive and forget rite ? dun be sad nad cry le .. i can feel tt u are feeling terrible too ... i will xintong de .. i dun wan u to cry .. i wan yoo be happi always the winnie who always lame joke and play wif mie de thw winnie who always be there for mie when i nid her the winnie who will always lend mie her shoulder to cry when i nid it the most .. some goes to limin .. u both are juz lk moi both arms cannot lose anione of it kae ! haisss... i dun noe wat should i do whenever u are stress and sad over things .. i onli noe tt i will always be the one who are willing to share every single thnigs wif yoo.. lend yoo moi shoulder when u nid .. always be there to listen to how u feel and when u nid mie de most kae !
haisss i realli dun wish to tok much about the things in mie and yoo lae kae .. so juz follow yr heart ba : )) stay happi always worx
~ i am always tt happi de jeanie kae ~
say cheers : Pp
